5/17/2015 Day 7 – Anxious

Tomorrow I weigh in.    I am excited and nervous.   Having tried to lose weight so many times the first week is usually the largest loss.   I am hoping it is big.    It won’t be as big as it could be, because as is typical for me, I went over my calories today.   I ate some ice cream.    Not a ton, but I ate it.   And I don’t regret it.   I just hope to be able to keep it in check and not get up and eat the rest of what is in the fridge tonight!

I have been tired all weekend.   It has been very busy, and I feel very tired.   As with yesterday I think it is because I don’t eat enough during the day on the days I am most active.   And I don’t take that into account with my calorie intake.   Hoping in the long run that pans out for me and it results in the loss of so many pounds 😊

This was the first weekend in a long time I didn’t have any alcohol.  I found myself busier than normal and not just lounging around as much.   So that is good.  But it is nice to have a cocktail, or 2 or 3…. It’s a release/escape.   Especially knowing I have to go to work in the morning for the week– work that can be very, very stressful.

Hoping with my stepping on the grey box in the morning I can get some renewed motivation.

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