Today I went to a huge family picnic.  And for the first time in my life, ever, I completely did not go over calories and I stayed well within my calorie intake.   I ate a hamburger, watermelon and carrot slices.  I didn’t eat any dessert and I didn’t even feel deprived.  I feel like I am really starting to hit my stride and that I am truly, for the first time in a very long time, in this to win it.  Usually I would eat, and eat, and eat.  I didn’t, and right now I feel good.

Tomorrow morning I have to weigh in for the 2nd time and I feel like this week will be a good week.  I didn’t go over calories at all this week, whereas the first week I did.  So I am hoping I have a great result in the morning.

My kids were awesome today.  I was so proud of them.  Well behaved and having a great day with family and friends.  And I felt able to keep up with them a little better than normal.  That was the best part of my day.

I hope the grey box comes through again in the morning.  I really want to lose these so many pounds.