The grey box was better to me this morning than I expected.  2.2 pounds down for a total weight loss of 15 pounds!  That is 15 pounds I will never have to look at, carry around or lament about again in my life.  15 pounds less I have to lose.  15 pounds closer to freedom… freedom from the weight,freedom from the upset and freedom from the pain that being fat brings.

Although I know I have a long, long way to go… I already feel better.  I put on a pair of pants today that was so tight, when I sat down my pants would roll down.  However, today, that didn’t happen and I could actually breath in them.

I saw a commercial on TV for today for Taco Bell.  I have no idea what it was for, but I wanted it.  Some taco thing covered in nacho cheese.  I think that if I actually had that in front of me right now, I would eat it, despite the 15 pound weight loss.  I hope to get to the point that I see those things and I don’t feel such a strong urge to want to eat that terrible food.  With these 15 pounds down, and the remaining so many pounds I have to lose… I feel like I am heading in the right direction in which being healthy will override my desire to eat things that are truly terrible for me.