I have one more day of work before we leave for a long weekend of camping in Maine.  I am so excited and I can’t wait.  I had another good eating day today and need to have two more good days.  Although we are leaving on Thursday– I really want to stay on track that day as well.

I am currently going through a massive upheaval in my life.  I am really realizing that I am unhappy with my work and I would like to have a change.  I am considering going into an area of work that will take a couple of years to complete– I feel like I made the wrong decision as a stupid 19 year old to need the best…. but really had no idea what the best was.  And now I kind of regret that decision.  Not completely, but a little.

Not only can I not wait to go away this weekend, I can’t wait to get away from work and unplug.  I also can’t wait to do something else… open a new chapter in my life.  I wonder if I am so anxious for that change that I am not properly considering everything and maybe jumping at something that is not realistic.  Or not something I should do… I just don’t know.  I wish something would just fall in my lap… I have been wishing that for 8 years, and as much as I know it just doesn’t work that way, I keep wishing for it.