The anticipation of tomorrow is killing me.  In the two weeks since I have had a date with the grey box, I have had a lot of days that I went over, some quite a bit.  I am hoping for a loss tomorrow… I have been more active than normal over the last two weeks so I am hoping that helps a bit.  Especially on the days that I really went over.  I would love to see a big loss of a few pounds, but I think that is really unrealistic.  I was happy that today I was on track and didn’t go over.  I was even more happy because for dinner I seriously considered having some wine, which would have put me over for the day and I decided not to.  It was really hard, I even had the glass in my hand and put it back.  Sitting here now, I am SO glad that I didn’t give in to the temptation.  Sometimes for me all it takes is saying no to one thing that I really want to get myself back on track.

I have a full work week this week… that always helps keep me on track.  I would like to not go over at all this week, including Wednesday when I have a big rotary picnic to go to…. that will be a challenge.

I am going on a week long vacation in 2 weeks– I am not sure how I am going to manage that, but I am going to try and at least keep everything more in check than I normally do when I go on vacation (like I just did when I went camping).

Until tomorrow…