8/21/2015 Day 103 Inches

Today was actually a better day.  I was really happy.  I still went over, but not even close to the past three days.  In fact, I started the day with a Greek yogurt like I had been doing and I found I wasn’t going crazy all day.  I did go a little nutty at dinner because I was hungry and I just ate stupid stuff AFTER I had tacos (like some fruit loops and a pack of fruit snacks…. why– self sabotage I guess- I can’t seem to let myself have a good day).

I haven’t really touched upon this because I don’t like to talk about it, but I think that I have been looking for some comfort.  My husband is away for business for two weeks and he has been really busy with work and away a lot even when he has been home (and this has been the case for MONTHS).  I think to comfort myself I have been eating more… in fact, I am pretty confident that is the case.  It is not an excuse, but it is an explanation.  I need to find something else to comfort myself, but I just don’t have the wherewithal right now to do it.

Today was success and progress in inches… and inches are ok.  I would like to move along in feet, or yards… but inches will suffice for now.

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