So I feel like I am failing at this over the last two days.  Yesterday when I went out for my work dinner meeting, I completely went way over my calories.  Then today I decided to eat my exercise calories, hence, I went over.  I think today I went over because I didn’t eat enough during the day and I just could not keep it in check for dinner and needed to eat more to feel satisfied.

I know that July is one of the toughest months– aside from December.  I know that if I can just get through this without gaining any weight, I will be able to take off and keep going on this journey.  I am nervous that I might let it all unravel and I really don’t want to do that.  I am going to have a date with the grey box on Saturday morning and report whatever the weight is.  Good or bad.  (right now I am not feeling so great about what it will be).  I need to stop being so afraid of it…. and I also need to realize that this is a long journey and it can’t be success 100% of the time.  (although I would like it to be).

I know I can clean up this disaster and get back on track.  I would love for Thursday and Friday to be great days heading into vacation– I am going to make it my goal to do so.